Twelth... huh..

Our exams were about to come and there was studies,studies and studies all over. Curiousity for compititive exams for giving them for the first time was on a top hill. Hard work was the expections from me by everyone. The major reason was my mumma was also in the same school in which i was studying. So i could not do any such task for which my mumma has to feel guilt for. Moreover i was not interesting in anything else apart from my studies.

So it was like all work and no play makes jack a dull boy. That moment i was jealous of my friends on having enjoying with thier beautiful girlfriends. But i was stick to my mumma's words.

I remember she often used to say me

"Never spoil ur life after girls. N-E-V-E-R".

I too wanted to study as apart from my 12th, i had study for various compititive exams as well. In which IIT's was on the top.

So days passed like that,i was regular at my school rather had to be and after my return from school i had to board for my coaching classes. At first i was very serious for that and when time paased on looking such a vast syllabus,still managed to had confidence to cover it.

In my class i used to sit with my friend Avinash,as the neccesity made him my friend. Actually his father too was a teacher in our school and he used to teach us physics one of my favourite subject.

Avinash was very good at interaction specially with girls.. I often used to ask him and rather used to take tips too that how he can talk continuosly for so long with a girl. And even with them too,whom he started taking hours before or a day before.

"yaar kya baat r these all girls your friends??"
"Haan yehi samaj le, beta u carry on with your studies.. i just love to talk with them."

i mummered slowly,"do your father know all about it?".
He confidently answered,"yeah i am very frank with my father. i share each and everything with my father."

I intentionally asked him this and that too about his father because i think his father would be the most dangerous in his family and its always been said that father is the head of the family.

I said "Good".. though i was thinking how he could do all that. Because in my case i could not tell all this of even of my fellow mate to my parents then what about if i"ll tell anything such about me.


So days were passing and our exams were coming near and near. So were our preparation. We gave our pre-boards. I could not perform well in that but there was a sigh of relief as we were having one more. So i prepared hard for that as my parents were also worried a lot about me and they told me to just concentrate on your 12th studies.. My father was more worried about my marks but my mother still had a faith on me that i"ll somehow manage to get good marks.


The time for our boards was near so the tensions increased (not for me but for my parents) as i wanted to concentarte more on my compititive studies. So once when my father saw me studying those books,he warned me to close those books and to concentrate only on NCERT's. So i too had to made up my mind for studying only for boards..


So now my tensions increased and started working to reduce them. But at the same time my confidence was still high only though movies which i used to watch ocassionally.


Then came the time for boards. Exams started and everyone was wishing good luck and giving tips to get good mark. Apart from studing hard i started counting the days left to study from now onwards. (which i always used to say my mom this counting figure is more left to study, a sort of reverse counting). For a particular exam i woked only for it forgetting completely my rest of the exams,giving my 100% which i could. So the days paased like this and the willingness to enjoy a lot after the exams made it more easy..